who knows

facts is that I have a gut feelings on something i dont know what it is but ?

I'm not going crazy or nothing its facts because i just have a crazy feeling its weird

but the thing is i've been in the leathers since i came out of my coma in may 2003

and under commonwealth since 2004 because I could walk my right leg was draw up on me

and my brain injury is really bad.... so one told me about the dark lifestyle for healing

and that is what i did you all mis use everything bdsm is for mental health to recover and heal and be tied down not feeling helpness so we dont hit our spouse because of the trauma

and touching and feeling makes me cry in pain because of flashbacks... into master slave relationship... so nobody cant feel my needs because they all just want to fuck there not my friends there whores...